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About the author

I’m 65 years old retire Air Force veteran. Currently living in Panama supporting Hurting World Ministries in Boquete, Panama.

About the book

Bipolar and Depression are awful diseases. Have you ever felt sad, not wanting to do nothing? Wanting to lay down and never get up? Feelings of not being good enough? Wanting to end your life. The suicidal craving that overwhelms your mind and soul. A thought in your mind and you just can’t get it out of your head. Ever had a tune stuck in your mind and you can’t shut it off? It plays over and over until it drives you crazy. If I can just stop this thought for just a minute. Then you snap and do something stupid and try to commit suicide. Gilda attempted just that, trying to make the voices and thoughts in her mind to just stop for one minute. Gilda, my wife, was manic bipolar depressive. It sucked the happiness out of her life. It broke her will to want to live.

Many times in her life tragedy was avoided. Her attempts failed to end her life. Her soul was broken but God mended her heart. My book walks you through her life and how God played a role in the end to revive her. I truly believe the Lord allows trouble and trials in a person’s life. Through Gilda’s struggles the Lord was glorified. Through prayer the healing transformed Gilda’s life. Gave us two of the most wonderful years we ever had of a normal life. Enabled Gilda to pursue a life in Christ. Allowing God to be in control of her life. This was Gilda’s whole life achievement just to become NORMAL. Through the power of the Holy Spirit and guidance Gilda was able to influence many people to come closer to the Lord. Including me to repent of my sins and draw closer to God. This book is dedicated to the life and Memory of Gilda Dunn Mabrey.